[Buries his face in Noctua's shoulder and holds him tight!! His body language right now is all clingy contentment, regardless of his verbal contradictions.]
Hey... Don't be nice to me, but don't be mad at me.
[Unsurprising, but Pavo's still looking for those marks and prodding them. When he finds one his mouth can easily reach he bites again, as if to cover it with his own mark.]
[making a small hum of acknowledgement, then going to do just that. he feels a bit better like this, even though he's far from sorting his feelings out. between bites, he whispers against Noctua's skin:]
[He's not handling it. He's falling apart bit by bit and he needs help but he doesn't know how to ask and doesn't know how to not be alone and doesn't know how to approach this relationship and--
--and absolutely none of that is actually going to be expressed here. He just huffs, and runs his hand over Noctua's hip more for his own comfort than anything else.]
Well, so long as I haven't convinced you I don't actually like you.
[He's exhausted and sore but he wants the emotional reassurance anyway. And thus his wandering hand is moving from Noctua's hip to his inner thigh, drawing tight circles against the sensitive skin.]
[He lays tender kisses to Noctua's temple, nuzzling against him with warm and genuine affection. His hand, though, is going straight for the prize -- teasing, gentle touches to Noctua's cock under the water.]
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[Pavo is just gonna try to tug Noctua over and into his lap!]
You'll always be my favourite.
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I shall keep that in mind.
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Hey... Don't be nice to me, but don't be mad at me.
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How should I be, then?
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I don't know. ...Nothing feels right anymore.
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But also he's snuggling very close and gently biting Noctua's shoulder]
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He's honestly pretty marked up as well between his lovers and Childe, but. That's not news.]
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Marking your territory, is it...
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[Nuzzles Noctua's neck, clinging even more as he does]
...I still don't get it, but I love you.
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These ones. Please make them yours.
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I'm sorry.
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--and absolutely none of that is actually going to be expressed here. He just huffs, and runs his hand over Noctua's hip more for his own comfort than anything else.]
Well, so long as I haven't convinced you I don't actually like you.
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[leaning back against him, tired but affectionate.]
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[sticks his face in Noctua's fluff!]
Kinda wanna show you the opposite, right now...
[he wants to touch mooore]
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[He's exhausted and sore but he wants the emotional reassurance anyway. And thus his wandering hand is moving from Noctua's hip to his inner thigh, drawing tight circles against the sensitive skin.]
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[parting his legs, arching and letting his head fully rest on Pavo's shoulder.]
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[He lays tender kisses to Noctua's temple, nuzzling against him with warm and genuine affection. His hand, though, is going straight for the prize -- teasing, gentle touches to Noctua's cock under the water.]
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